Why? What? How?

Why do I always make wrong choices and impacted myself negatively in the long run? Why do I need to feel heart break when I can choose a different path that ensure some happiness for myself? Why do I am born as I am now, to easily fall for something that is wrong that feels so right? Why do I constantly blinded by superficiality of my surroundings? Why I keep on destroying my trust in love and all the possibilities? Why do I keep myself away from something that will change my life? Why am i built with a tender and fragile heart? Why can I admit that I cannot have it all? Why I keep on crying inside when I can cry myself out? Why I don't listen to people around me? Why I need to stay this way when I can choose not to?

What have I done to myself? What are the price that I have to pay to be this way? What is life without heart break and happiness? What is love? What is LUST? What is friendship? What is relationship? What is happiness? What is sadness? What is life without experience? What?

How can I do to make myself better? How do I change my own life ? How to make the right choices? How to have inner peace? How to make people see I can change? How to make someone see I'm the one for him? How can I make him love me....when he knows I love him more than anything?
How to move on from a broken heart? How to face a life after a tragedy? How to heal a broken heart? How to save a friendship/relationship? How to face reality that sometimes ruthless and bitter? How to be a better person?

xoxox