Madonna Sticky & Sweet Tour 2008 DVD+CD -30th March 2010

U hear it people!Probably not the 1st, the much long and anticipated live recording of her super smash hit Sticky & Sweet World Tour 2008 from M is coming this March, the official world wide release 30th March 2010.

Sticky & Sweet Tour 2008

CD:
1. Candy Shop Medley
2. Beat Goes On Medley – feat. Kanye West
3. Human Nature
4. Vogue 2008
5. She’s Not Me
6. Music 2008
7. Devil Wouldn’t Recognize You
8. Spanish Lesson
9. La Isla Bonita 2008
10. You Must Love Me
11. Get Stupid Medley
12. Like A Prayer 2008
13. Give It 2 Me

DVD:
1. Intro: The Sweet Machine
2. Candy Shop Medley
3. Beat Goes On Medley – feat. Kanye West
4. Human Nature
5. Vogue 2008
6. Die Another Day 2008
7. Into The Groove 2008
8. Heartbeat
9. Borderline
10. She’s Not Me
11. Music 2008
12. Rain / Here Comes The Rain Again
13. Devil Wouldn’t Recognize You
14. Spanish Lesson
15. Miles Away
16. La Isla Bonita Medley
17. Me Darava / Doli Doli
18. You Must Love Me
19. Don’t Cry For Me Argentina
20. Get Stupid Medley
21. 4 Minutes-Feat. Justin Timberlake And Timbaland
22. Like A Prayer 2008
23. Ray Of Light
24. Like A Virgin 2008
25. Hung Up Medley
26. Give It 2 Me
27. Credits
28. Behind-The Scenes 1
29. Behind-The Scenes 2
30. Behind-The Scenes 3
31. Behind-The Scenes 4
32. Behind-The Scenes 5
33. Behind-The Scenes 6
34. Behind-The Scenes 7
35. Behind-The Scenes 8

According to WIKI
Sticky & Sweet is the third live album by American singer Madonna. This is the first release under Madonna's new recording and business deal with Live Nation and will be distributed by her former record company Warner Bros. Records. It will be released on March 30, 2010 and will be available on DVD and Blu-ray each with a companion CD of selections from the show. It was filmed at the River Plate Stadium in Buenos Aires, Argentina during the 2008 leg of the record-breaking Sticky & Sweet Tour.


Madonna's official website confirmed the release on January 12, 2010. It will include 30 minutes of exclusive footage filmed behind the scenes during the course of the tour. The release will also include "Don't Cry For Me Argentina" which was exclusively performed only at the River Plate Stadium concerts. The photography used on the front cover is by Guy Oseary and is included in his book Madonna: Sticky & Sweet. The imagery is from the video interlude section of "Die Another Day" and has been slightly altered, removing the dancers on stage in the mock-boxing ring.The show will be broadcasted on VH1 on April 2, 2010 for the last time, just a few days before the official release

The Sticky & Sweet Tour was the eighth worldwide concert tour by American singer Madonna to promote her eleventh studio album, Hard Candy. It began in August 2008 and was Madonna's first tour from her new recording and business deal with Live Nation. The tour was announced in February 2008, with dates for American and British venues revealed. Though initially planned, the tour failed to visit Australia due to financial problems and the financial recession. Costume designer Arianne Phillips designed the costumes, supported by a number of famous designers and brands. The stage for the main show was planned similarly to that of her previous 2006 Confessions Tour. After the tour concluded in 2008, Madonna announced plans of beginning a second leg in 2009 to play in territories she had not visited.

The tour was described as a "rock driven dancetastic journey". It was divided into four acts: Pimp, where S&M was the main theme, Old School where Madonna's classic songs were performed, while displaying work of deceased artist Keith Haring, Gypsy, a fusion of Romanian folk music and dance, with the performances ranging from melancholy to joyous, and Rave, where she performed eastern influences. The show ended with sing-along of the final song with the audience. Some changes were made to the set list during the second leg of the tour in 2009, including a dance tribute to deceased singer Michael Jackson. The tour generated positive reviews from critics.

The Sticky & Sweet Tour broke many records in terms of its ticket sales, commercial gross and audience attendance. After the first leg, it became the highest grossing tour by a solo artist, earning $282 million, breaking the previous record Madonna herself held with her Confessions Tour. Overall, Madonna performed to over 3.5 million fans in 32 countries, grossing a total of US$408 million, making it also the second highest grossing tour of all time and the highest grossing tour by a solo artist. At the 2009 Billboard Touring Awards, the Sticky & Sweet Tour won the Top Tour and Top Draw prizes, which acknowledge the highest-grossing and highest-attended tours of the year, respectively. Madonna's manager Guy Oseary won the Top Manager award.

Personnel
Main

* Show Director – Jamie King
* Music Director – Kevin Antunes
* Lighting Director – Mac Moiser
* Video Director – Christian Lamb, Frank the Plumber, Eugene Riecansky, Steven Klein, James Lima, Nathan Rissman and Tom Munro
* Supervising Choreographer – Stefanie Ross
* Choreographer – Richmond Talauega, Anthony Talauega, Dondracio Johnson, Alison Faulk, Aljamaal Jones and Jason Young
* Assistant Choreographer – Jamal Sims, RJ Durell and Aakomon Jones
* Sound Design – Sean Spuehler
* Light Design – LeRoy A. Bennett
* Video Design – Veneno, Inc.
* Production Design – LeRoy A. Bennett
* Costume Design – Arianne Phillips, Riccardo Tisci (for Givenchy), Tom Ford, Dolce & Gabbana, Miu Miu, Stella McCartney, Moschino, Stefano Pilati (for Yves Saint Laurent), Kiki de Montparnasse, Michael Schmidt, Roberto Cavalli and Jeremy Scott
* Manager – Guy Oseary
* Publicity – Liz Rosenberg
* Legal – Grubman, Indursky & Shire
* Finances – TMI Productions
* Logistics – Sevvy Enfield
* Promoter – Live Nation Global Touring
* Dancers – Vadim Kolpakov, Leroy Barnes, Sofia Voutella, Jason Boyd, Emilie Capel, William Charlemoine, Paul Kirkland, Jennifer Kita, Kento Mori, Yaman Okur, Charles Park IV, Valeree Pohl, Anthony Rue Jr., Nilaya Savnis, Jason Young, Riki Onodera and Yuki Yoshida.


Band

* Guitar – Madonna, Alexander Kolpakov, Vadim Kolpakov and Monte Pittman
* Keyboards – Kevin Antunes and Ric'key Pageot
* Programming – Kevin Antunes
* Backing Vocals – Kiley Dean, Arkady Gips, Alexander Kolpakov, Vadim Kolpakov, Monte Pittman and Nicki Richards
* Drums – Brian Frasier-Moore
* Violin – Arkady Gips
* Piano – Ric'key Pageot
* Accordion – Ric'key Pageot
* Cow Bell – Monte Pittman
* Tour DJ – Eric Jao
* Assistant Show Director – Tiffany Olson
* Tour Production Director – Chris Lamb
* Party Tour Manager – Frankie Enfield, Vicki Huxel and Jason Milner
* Assistant Party Tour Manager – Ramey Shippen
* Sound Crew Chief – Mark Brnich
* Keyboard Technician – Robert Longo and Steve Borisenko
* Guitar Technician – Steve Borisenko and Tommy Simpson
* Programmer – Ali Staton, Troy Eckermann and Cory Fitzgerald
* Drum Technician – Chris Achzet
* Production Assistant – Dana Szpunar
* Laser Crew Chief – Martin Potoczny
* Laser – David Fonner

Fashion Fashion Fashion

Instead of channeling n focusing my energy on being bitter(which I'm not, anymore..P) I'll be doing more posting on Fashion
a few things that will you would often sees in my upcoming posting

*Fashion updates by seasons- from my selected favorite few brands- CHANEL, Gucci, Prada, Burberry, Prabal Gurung,Balmain, Lanvin,Nina Ricci, McQueen, Thakoon..many many more to come

* Fashion people- Celebrities, Supermodels and Designers

* Fashion Tips- Need I say more?

* Styling Tips- Hair, Make Up, Accessories

* Models Tips -Catwalk and Runway tips/ pose tips

Fashionista out there, stay tuned!

xoxo

Social Networking Vs Reality

I seriously have nothing much to blog this time, to the point I'm writing all this crap. Get ready for some major shits coming from this time

According to Wiki

A social network service focuses on building and reflecting of social networks or social relations among people, e.g., who share interests and/or activities. A social network service essentially consists of a representation of each user (often a profile), his/her social links, and a variety of additional services. Most social network services are web based and provide means for users to interact over the internet, such as e-mail and instant messaging. Although online community services are sometimes considered as a social network service in a broader sense, social network service usually means an individual-centered service whereas online community services are group-centered.

The main types of social networking services are those which contain category places (such as former school-year or classmates), means to connect with friends (usually with self-description pages) and a recommendation system linked to trust. Popular methods now combine many of these, with Facebook, Bebo and Twitter widely used worldwide; MySpace and LinkedIn being the most widely used in North America;Nexopia (mostly in Canada);Bebo,Hi5, StudiVZ (mostly in Germany), iWiW (mostly in Hungary), Tuenti (mostly in Spain), Decayenne, Tagged, XING; Badoo and Skyrock in parts of Europe; Orkut and Hi5 in South America and Central America; and Friendster, Mixi, Multiply, Orkut, Wretch, renren and Cyworld in Asia and the Pacific Islands and Orkut and Facebook in India.

There have been some attempts to standardize these services to avoid the need to duplicate entries of friends and interests (see the FOAF standard and the Open Source Initiative), but this has led to some concerns about privacy.

Although some of the largest social networks were founded on the notion of digitizing real world connections, many other networks as seen in the List of social networking websites focus on categories from books and music to non-profit business to motherhood as ways to provide both services and community to individuals with shared interests.

I've been using the internet for the last 12 years or so. I first utilize it as my own social networking sources. It starts with those days - MIRC- Marathon Internet Relay Chat. It was uber famous in the world, Malaysia has been the most users in the world, but the chat platform was so ultra prone to virus attacks, it becomes a too dangerous windows. Mind you, I owned 2 PC , both was using Windows application, and I'm using both PC then to MIRC. I was absolutely addicted to it, online almost 24 hours, I chat every single day & night. With strangers , and some of them I actually meet up in person. But I was young & naive then. I thought IRC was my portal to find love & relationship when it turns out to be sex and pure lust. But, credits for my addiction, my typing skills was absolutely fantastic. Fast& furious-I have the skills of a real stenographer/professional typist.

After the IRC phase, I went through another transition. Friends page- The most famous then was Friendster, Facelink and Faceparty-each of it I have a valid accounts. Again, I assume I would find myself a lover/boyfriend. Desperate much? Yes I admit. After a few years, Myspace came into the craze of internet social network. It becomes one of my favorite portal. I would online my myspace every single days, I have really good friends through myspace. I dated amazing people, crazy bunch and sex craze maniacs through myspace. Myspace was a phenomenal when it becomes an over night success , it was so famous, Celebrities all over the world has their own page in myspace. Like any other fame , it will grew older and less popular. Myspace becomes so profit making oriented that it lost it touch of the real social network ideas that they used to preached.

Facebook then introduced by a friend of mine in 2007. The fresh new ideas of making friends, with it unique and refreshing approach.The poking device in that page, the cool & funny wall to wall concepts had made me so much into Facebook. I found long lost friends, old friends reconnect. Presents friends were constantly keeping touch, making more new friends. Now, is like a social must have to be in Facebook. I am honestly addicted to Facebook till someday I get fedup and probably shut the account. The thing about Facebook and any other social networking would be- privacy. The privacy has been much an issues, I've encountered many incident, drama, crisis and confrontations via Facebook. But as you aged and u become more mature on dealing with them. You can't just simply blame Facebook for all your issues. The choice is in your hand people. Let your fingers connect with your brain, and make sure you analyze before you do anything stupid, embarrassing and regretful.

Twitter is another current and the most famous social networking that has everyone talking about. I personally found, Twitter has the utmost privacy when it comes to this . Twitter is the place you can be expressive and be blunt, you can update yourself in the 'status' bar anytime and anyhow you want.

Be it Facebook, Myspace or Twitter. The internet has somehow hit & miss human interaction to one another. It's somehow a subjective matter and you have to determined by yourself, you have the rights to your own opinion on this. But I somehow still believes in the power of reality . Social network for me is to meet the person in 'person' To be able to talk, to see and to react on one body language, expression and tone. It's more 'honest ' and it's more personal. It's better , way better than staring at the screen of the computer, u might be chatting with psychos or a serial killer or even a rapist. Be careful, always make a point to take care of yourself when your dealing with a complete stranger (be it via the internet or even in a real life.

These days, even friends can turns into enemies in a split second. Pretending to be caring , but with some hidden agendas. Some even act hollier than thou, some even take you for granted. But I’m not perfect and I can’t simply judge anyone. But what to do with these? Keep your friends close and your enemies even closer- That's my motto. Oh well.
Happy Week Days ahead guys ☺

My Encounter With The Queen

It was the 6th Of February 2010, location – Kuala Lumpur Convention Centre, the event- Company's Annual Dinner.

I’m not really a big fan of company’s annual dinner; normally it would be some lame and themed-ish dinner party. My company is a huge public listed and huge organization. This year, non exceptional, those ‘clever’ team up there, organize another themed – Dress as your favorite character in a blockbuster movie. I have to admit, with my ideas & creativity and of course those Ringgit & cents. I can come out with so many character I would dress as-

1st option – Julia Robert in Pretty Woman- how hard can it be, tank top, micro minis leather skirts, knee high boots and a blonde bob wig. Wualahh! I’m a whore!


2nd Option- Zoe Saldana as Neytiri Dis’kahan Eiytey- the recent made famous Princess of Navi from the mega blockbuster Avatar. Now this is tricky, I have to be slim, nice portion boobs, long long legs ,braided hair ala getho afro gurlfren, and check this out , my body in blue paint/body make up, feline light brown hazel blonde contact lens- that would be a lot of money to think of

3rd option- Kim Cantral as Samantha Jones of the Sex and The City– her motto is simple – SEX,SEX,SEX,SEX and More SEX! Anything accentuate the body figure- take note on those crucial areas- breast, legs and buttocks- this must be viewable and must also scream-FUCK ME DEEP & HARD! This would requires me to wear designers label- anything by Versace, Gucci, Dior, Prada , Balmain or even Lanvin. Shoes- must not be anything less than 5 inch Fuck me pumps, kitten heels or strappy stilettos- this would only means- Louboutin, McQueen, Zanotti, Blhanik or Choos

4th Option- Audrey Tatou – Coco Avant Chanel. This would be the best best option, stripes top and black homme pants. Oxford shoes- Light make up, simple hair-do channeling Coco Gabrielle Chanel.

And we have a winner! Option 4


I wasn’t really looking forward for this year annual dinner, but an email changed my mind – list of performers – Faizal Tahir, Adibah Nor and OMG! OMG! Dato’ Sheila Majid. How excited I was!!! I mean the last time I saw her performing live was in 2008 during the IJN Charity concert. With this motivations- Annual dinner is a must for me to attend.

As excited as I was, I tried ways to actually make a point to ensure I have back stage passes to meet Dato’ Sheila, and I saw in my blackberry messenger- Azman my own angel ☺ who made my dream came true one more time. He knew how I’m fanatic fan I am, and I was messaging him, literally begging him to send my wishes to Dato’ to meet her in person on the event night.

Azman shares me the good news a few days before my trip to KL. I will be meeting the Queen again- personally-
Level of excitement to attend the annual dinner have just shoot up to 100%

Ok, ok…Once I reached KL, I decided to get me some good karma points, by making an effort to help my friend’s mom sending packages all the way from Kuching for him. The check in system at the hotel I’m staying is absolutely horrible, usually I would be crazy bitch, but that day, I was controlling my emotions and be decent for once and compromising (which I never thought I have the strength to do be so tolerant ) and also I asked mom to bake kek lapis and bring them as a gift for my ex colleague and best buddy, who later turned make up artise, hair stylist and stylist for my annual dinner. It was catching up with Elza, she’s prettier than ever. Over the hair-make-up –styling period,we talked about our favorite topics- boys,boys,boys and more boys . She gave me a cute 3 inch open toe kitten heels for me to wear that night.
Blablabla…I’m now at the dinner event, predictable enough, the protocol is an usual yearly thing that’s getting older and older. Dinner was so-so, but I was more eager to meet my Queen. More foods and light entertaintment, and of course more cam whore sessions. It’s fun to catch up with old friends from the HQ. But I have quite a tough time explaining my look and my supposed to be character I dress as , although everyone was expecting me to be outrageous and superb. But I was not , I don’t seriously care though.
As Coco Chanel would say- wear something that you're comfortable in, not wear what people wants you to wear.

It was half past 10 in the evening, I received a blackberry message from Azman,
Ratu is ready to meet me the princess(ok, that was a complete ad-lib from me :P)
I was so happy to meet Azman, the last time I met him was a year ago. We exchanged hugs , he then brought me to backstage and into a private lift, which appears to be a private room reserved for performers.
I entered the room, and the Queen herself right infront of me greeting profusely and so so so elegantly. This must how Lady Gaga feels when she meets the Queen of England. Don’t get me wrong, I have met Sheila for many times, but to actually hanging out with her, sitting down, I mean ‘lepaking’ it’s a rare exceptional opportunity. I swear is like one in a million. She looks amazing, beautiful, almost flawless. She speaks in a very lady-like mode. She makes me feel so comfortable, she ensures I feel at ease, she even hold my wrist to calm me down when I admit to be shaking. She’s so accommodating, we talked for awhile , we discuss about my plan to help her get some sponsorship for her upcoming 25th Years Anniversary Celebration . I really hope my management will approve our proposal. Crossing my fingers . We promised each other to meet up again soon. I took so many pictures with her, and I actually escorted her to the backstage .

Her performance that night was absolutely amazing! That’s all I can say, pictures tells a million stories.

Dato’ Sheila Majid, you simply amazing, I will always be your loyal fan. I wished you all the best, good prayers of much love, peace and prosperity – aminn
Good luck on your upcoming performance at Jakarta Jazz Fest this 5th of March 2010.

This post is specially dedicated to the original Queen of Pop Jazz of Malaysia- Dato' Sheila Majid

xoxo

Would Kill For A Pair of These

It's Alexander McQueen Armadillo Heels (see photo of an armadillo and see the obvious resemblence) & I would definitely do anything for any of these(all please) It's quirky, it's alien like, it's so unique, it's a definite collectors item, and it's FABULOUS!
Daphne Guinness first to wear Alexander McQueen's shoes in public(shown above)I would absolutely wear like she does, but with more FIERCE & Attitude !

xoxo

James Cameron- Avatar

I know, I know, I know...It's a a longgggg overdue of me posting about this movie. But please forgive me, as I was caught up with my personal events, life drama, friends & family and my sex life(OK TMI-Too Much Infos)

Avatar by James Cameron

When 1st watch the movie , it was the world wide premier of this movie - 16th December 2009. I completely stunned by the superb visuals, out of this world CGI, everything looks so beautiful and surreal, the attention to details is so freaking impressive and I still in awe till this very moment on how fantastic the movie was.

I was the lucky few to witness it first, MBO Kuching was fully packed , and it was my luck and destined that night, Farhan ( a good friend of mine) managed to get tickets to watch it. No expectation, and I was assuming, it would be another typical snobbish and arragont Hollywood movie. I was completely wrong, so many messages lies beneath the story, very much like Pocahantos with a sci-fi twist and anyone can relate to the story line, lead by the fabulous cast- Sigourney Weaver,Zoe Saldana, Sam Worthington,Giovanni Ribisi
I've watched the movie 4 times, it was released n WIMAX, 3D and 2D. I managed to watch in 2D and 3D, both are equally spectacular. But I highly recommend the 2D , as some might get dizzy with the 3D glasses provided by our local cinemas.

Lets Wiki shall we?

2009 American science fiction epic film written and directed by James Cameron and starring Sam Worthington, Zoe Saldana, Sigourney Weaver, Michelle Rodriguez and Stephen Lang. The film is set in the year 2154, when humans are mining a precious mineral called unobtanium on Pandora, a lush moon of a giant planet in the Alpha Centauri star system.The expansion of the mining colony threatens the continued existence of a local tribe of Na'vi—a sentient humanoid species indigenous to Pandora. The film's title refers to the genetically engineered Na'vi bodies used by several human characters to interact with the natives of Pandora.

Development on Avatar began in 1994, when Cameron wrote an 80-page scriptment for the film. Filming was supposed to take place after the completion of Cameron's 1997 film Titanic, for a planned release in 1999,but according to Cameron, the necessary technology was not yet available to achieve his vision of the film. Work on the language for the film's extraterrestrial beings began in summer 2005, and Cameron began developing the script and fictional universe in early 2006.

Avatar was officially budgeted at US$237 million. Other estimates put the cost between $280 million and $310 million for production, and at $150 million for promotion.[1The film was released for traditional two-dimensional projectors, as well as in 3-D, using the RealD 3D, Dolby 3D, XpanD 3D and IMAX 3D formats, and also in 4-D. The stereoscopic filmmaking was touted as a likely breakthrough in cinematic technology.

Avatar premiered in London on December 10, 2009, and was released internationally on December 16, and in North America on December 18, to critical acclaim and commercial success. The film broke several box office records during its release and became the highest-grossing film of all time in North America and worldwide, surpassing Titanic, which had held the records for the previous 12 years.It also became the first film to gross more than $2 billion. Following the film's success, Cameron stated that there will be a sequel. Avatar has been nominated for nine Academy Awards, including Best Picture and Best Director.


PLOT

The story takes place in the year 2154 on Pandora, a lush, Earth-like moon of the planet Polyphemus[25] in the Alpha Centauri star system. The RDA corporation is mining a valuable mineral called unobtanium. Administrator Parker Selfridge (Giovanni Ribisi) heads the mining operation of the RDA colony, which has a private security force called Sec-Ops. Pandora's atmosphere is toxic to humans, forcing them to use breathing masks.

Pandora is inhabited by the Na'vi, a ten-foot-tall (3 m) blue-skinned species of sapient humanoids, who live in harmony with nature, worshiping a mother goddess called Eywa. To facilitate relations with the Na'vi and research of Pandora's biosphere, scientists grow Na'vi-human hybrid bodies called avatars that are operated via mental link by genetically matching humans.[28] Jake Sully (Sam Worthington), a paraplegic former Marine, replaces his twin brother, a scientist trained as an avatar operator but murdered in a robbery. Dr. Grace Augustine (Sigourney Weaver), head of the Avatar Program, considers Sully an inadequate replacement for his brother and assigns him as a bodyguard.

As Grace, anthropologist Norm Spellman (Joel David Moore) and Jake collect biological samples and data in the forest in their avatar forms, a thanator's attack separates Jake from the group. Neytiri (Zoe Saldana), a female Na'vi, rescues Jake from predators in the forest, and seeing portents from Eywa, brings him to Hometree, where her clan, the Omaticaya, live. Neytiri's mother Mo'at (C. C. H. Pounder), the clan's spiritual leader, shows interest in the "warrior dreamwalker" and instructs her daughter to teach Jake their ways.

The head of Sec-Ops, Colonel Miles Quaritch (Stephen Lang), promises Jake restorative treatment for his paraplegia in exchange for intelligence that would enable Quaritch to force the cooperation of the Na'vi. Hometree is on top of massive deposits of unobtainium, and RDA wants the site. As Jake starts delivering information to Quaritch, Grace becomes suspicious and relocates herself, Jake and Norm to a remote outpost with avatar link units. Over three months, Jake grows close to Neytiri and the Omaticaya, eventually rejecting RDA's agenda. After Jake is initiated into the Omaticaya, he and Neytiri choose each other as mates. Jake reveals his change of allegiance when he disables a bulldozer as it destroys the tribe's Tree of Voices. Quaritch presents Selfridge with Jake's video diary, in which Jake admits that the Omaticaya will never abandon Hometree. Selfridge orders Hometree destroyed.

Despite Grace's argument that the destruction of Hometree could affect the bio-botanical neural network to which Pandoran organisms are connected, Selfridge gives Jake and Grace one hour to convince the Na'vi to leave Hometree. Jake reveals his original mission to the Omaticaya, and Neytiri accuses him of betrayal. Jake and Grace's avatars are taken captive. Quaritch's forces destroy Hometree, killing Neytiri's father, the clan chief Eytucan (Wes Studi), and many others. Jake, Grace and Norm are imprisoned for betraying the RDA. Trudy Chacón (Michelle Rodriguez), a security force pilot disgusted with Quaritch's methods, breaks them out, flies them to the outpost and helps relocate it. During the escape Quaritch shoots Grace, seriously wounding her.

To regain the Omaticaya's trust, Jake tames a Toruk, a powerful flying predator that only five Na'vi have ever tamed. Jake finds the Omaticaya at the sacred Tree of Souls and pleads with Mo'at to heal Grace. The clan attempts to transfer Grace from her dying human body into her unconscious avatar with the aid of the Tree, but she succumbs to her injuries before the transfer is complete. Mo'at declares that "she is with Eywa now".

Assisted by Neytiri and the new leader of the Omaticaya Tsu'tey (Laz Alonso), Jake unites thousands of warriors from many Na'vi clans in a bid to repel the humans. Jake prays to Eywa, via neural connection to the Tree of Souls, to intercede on behalf of the Na'vi in the coming battle. Quaritch notes the mobilization of the Na'vi and convinces Selfridge to authorize a preemptive strike on the Tree of Souls, reckoning that the destruction of this hub of Na'vi religion and culture will demoralize them into submission.

As the security forces attack, the Na'vi retaliate but suffer heavy casualties, including Tsu'tey and Trudy. The Pandoran wildlife suddenly joins the attack on the corporation's forces, overwhelming them, an event that Neytiri interprets as Eywa answering Jake's prayer. Jake destroys the bomber before it can reach the Tree of Souls. Quaritch finds and attacks the avatar link unit where Jake's human body is located, exposing Jake to Pandora's atmosphere. Neytiri kills Quaritch and saves Jake. With the attack repelled, Neytiri and Jake reaffirm their love as she sees his human body for the first time.

Selfridge and the remaining corporate personnel are expelled from Pandora, while Jake, Norm, and other scientists are allowed to remain. Jake is seen wearing the insignia of the Omaticaya leader. The clan performs the ritual that permanently transfers Jake from his human body into his Na'vi body.

Sex and The City 2- Carrie On

OMG! It's official, Sex and The City 2 Movie is due May 2010!!!, I love love love SATC , watched all the Seasons , watched the movie. It was absolutely superb, normally TV turns Movie spin off will be absolute ridic , but this far from that. A must watch movie of 2010 :)
Shall we all have another round of Cosmos ladies?!

With a tag line(Thanks To Xyrole from his blog-)

It's been 2 years and in 2 years amazing things gonna happen. Things you thought would never happen in million years. Just when you think you've seen it all, it hits you....you haven't seen anything yet.

The Friendship : The Fun : The Fashion : Get Carried Away : Far Away

Toni Braxton

Toni Braxton is definitely one of my favorite R&B female singer. It reminds me of teenage years, listening to the famous and somehow over played - Unbreak My Heart- the way she sings , there's absolute emotion and soul carries through the tune. The ballad she sings is like telling a very sad sad love stories. But like every other R&B singers, she lost her directions and her fame slowly deteriorating , the emergence of Destiny's Child Beyonce and the rapid growth of MTV R&B heroins. With super skimpy image, everyone is competing who wants to be the sluttiest on MTV . Sad, but true, and that's the music industry that everyone has to deal with.

Right after the much succes album Secrets- Toni lost her touch and somehow completely vanished , her after album was a definite hit & miss. The only catchy tune that I heart much after the Secrets was - He Wasn't Enough For Me.

Anyway, reasons for me to post this blog is due to my very recent discovery of Toni Braxton latest single(which was released last year in September)
The Song - Yesterday, an amazing song. It's a sure hit , yes people! Toni Braxton is back, looking forward to listen to her upcoming album.

Toni Braxton- Yesterday

Yesterday"

I gave you the benefit of the doubt
'Til you showed me what you were about
Your true colors came out

And your words couldn't hide the sin
'Cause the truth about where you been
Is in a fragrance I can't recognize

Just standing there, scratching your head
Bloodshot eyes, drunk with regret
Hanging yourself ten feet over the edge

I'm done with this, feeling like an idiot
Loving you, I'm over it
I just don't love you, don't love you no more

You, you are so yesterday
Never thought you'd lose my love this way
Now you come begging me to stay

See you, you are so yesterday
I won't let you rain on my parade
I don't wanna hear a thing you say
You're so yesterday

Baby, what you're saying to me is
There's no more you and I
I couldn't get it right on yesterday
So kiss our tomorrows goodbye

Baby, love should brought me home
Should've just been a man about it
But now I'm crying like a baby
Girl, your love was like my blanket
Don't know what to do without it

I'm standing here, pleading my case
You don't care to hear what I say
Hanging yourself ten feet over the edge

My promises don't mean nothing
The end is so disgusting
I just don't love you, don't love you no more

You, you are so yesterday
Never thought you'd lose my love this way
Now you come begging me to stay

Honey, you, you are so yesterday
I won't let you rain on my parade
I don't wanna hear a thing you say, so yesterday

And now you wanna reminisce
Say you wanna try again
It started with a little kiss
But we can't even be friends

No, no, now I never wanna see you
Never wanna feel you, never wanna hear you
I don't love you, don't need you
Can't stand you no more

You, you are so yesterday
Never thought you'd lose my love this way
Now you come begging me to stay

You, you are so yesterday
I won't let you rain on my parade
Don't wanna hear a thing you say

So yesterday, so yesterday
So yesterday, so yesterday

According to you

I don't know exactly how to write a poetry, I'm not a poet to begin with. I don't have that artistic skills in me. Thumbs up for those who knows how to candy coat and roses spreading- people who call themselves hopelessly romantic. Kudos u!

But how do I express my feelings?The best way would be- through musics or songs that I can relate the most.

Blame it on my office only radio station played -HITZ FM, I can't stop myself stuck to this song by Orianthi(Fabulous name, always thought my name would be most unique :P) - According To You. No pun intended, not meant to hurt anyone, it's pure reading pleasure( sometimes is not all about you, you, you you..you know who :P)

According To You lyrics

I'm stupid
I'm useless
I can't do anything right

According to you
I'm difficult
Hard to please
Forever changing my mind
I'm a mess in a dress
Can't show up on time
Even if it would save my life
According to you
According to you

But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head
According to him
I'm funny,irresistible
Everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite
I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you

According to you
I'm boring
I'm moody
You can't take me any place

According to you
I suck at telling jokes cause I always give it away
I'm the girl with the worst attention span
You're the boy who puts up with it
According to you
According to you

But according to him
I'm beautiful,incredible
He can't get me out of his head

According to him
I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite
I don't feel like stopping it
So baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you

I need to feel appreciated
like I'm not hated
Oh, no
Why can't you see me through his eyes?
It's too bad you're making me dizz-ay

According to me
you're stupid
you're useless
you can't do anything right

But according to him
I'm beautiful, incredible
He can't get me out of his head

According to him
I'm funny, irresistible
Everything he ever wanted
Everything is opposite
I don't feel like stopping it
Baby tell me what I got to lose
He's into me for everything I'm not
According to you [you, you]
According to you [you, you]

According to you
I'm stupid
I'm useless
I can't do anything right

I'm Taking Chances- My 100th Post :)XOXO

I'm in that 'LALA" mode all over again, somebody whom I've known for a long time, came to my rescue and propose to me recently. It's good to know someone still loves me and still cares for me, still wants me , and I'm taking another chances.

Besides , everyone deserve 2nd or even a 3rd chances or even more in their life. I know I can be happy with him, it's a long distant relationship, but I've done it before. I have no issues on these. I believe both of are given this chances to work things for a better, despite all the recent tragedy & drama I went through. I said "YES " to him. Question would be, do I still love him? As subjective as it may sounds, love is something has always been in me, but whom to is another question. I'm in denial maybe, but I always believe, when were together then, there is love. But I guess then, both of us are quite confused and the long distant wasn't all the reasons, the issue was always been us.

But I know for sure, we both agreed to take it slow, take it a step at the time, no rush, as I'm in the midst of planning my comeback to KL this year. He was willing to lend his helping hand. I hope he's the one who will be putting a ring on it! Dayummmnn I feel good to said 'YES" & I never felt so sure.

" It's only fucking bleeding KUALA LUMPUR & Kuching Neyna!" Lynn would says..I'm agreeing...

It's a definite double celebration for me. I'm no longer single and this is my 100th post in blogger land - The most productive and active blog of mine. I'm so proud of myself now :)

Now , I'm taking chances

"Taking Chances"

Don't know much about your life.
Don't know much about your world, but
Don't want to be alone tonight,
On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past, and
I don't have a future figured out.
And maybe this is going too fast.
And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

I just want to start again,
And maybe you could show me how to try,
And maybe you could take me in,
Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

And I had my heart beating down,
But I always come back for more, yeah.
There's nothing like love to pull you up,
When you're laying down on the floor there.
So talk to me, talk to me,
Like lovers do.
Yeah walk with me, walk with me,
Like lovers do,
Like lovers do.

What do you say to taking chances,
What do you say to jumping off the edge?
Never knowing if there's solid ground below
Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,
What do you say,
What do you say?

Don't know much about your life
And I don't know much about your world

xoxo

Karma- Bitter & Sweet of The Hard Candy Life Of Ms Neyna Radzuan

Lets talk about this shall we?
I'm not really a smart person, I ain't Stephen Hawking too. I wished I was Einstein, but I rather be myself.( Dude, can u imagine me, looking like him, seriously...!!)

Karma according to Wiki-

A religious concept that adapt in general and holistic human life irregardless of their religion origins
Karma (Sanskrit: कर्म About this sound kárma (help·info), kárman- "act, action, performance; Pali: kamma) in Indian religions is the concept of "action" or "deed", understood as that which causes the entire cycle of cause and effect (i.e., the cycle called saṃsāra) originating in ancient India and treated in Hindu, Jain, Sikh and Buddhist philosophies.

'Karma' is an Eastern religious concept in contradistinction to 'faith' espoused by Abrahamic religions (Judaism, Christianity, and Islam), which view all human dramas as the will of God as opposed to present - and past - life actions. In theistic schools of Hinduism, humans have free will to choose good or evil and suffer the consequences, which require the will of God to implement karma's consequences, unlike Buddhism or Jainism which do not accord any role to a supreme God or gods. In Eastern beliefs, the karmic effects of all deeds are viewed as actively shaping past, present, and future experiences. The results or 'fruits' of actions are called karma-phala-
But somehow, no one can really explains how Karma works.

In a dumb blonde way of explaining the above statement- u do bad things, bad things will come back and hunt you, or some would say 'bite you back in the ass!kinky huh? :)

Now, many people make daily decisions and their action that they made , will end in a results of a by product of life. We're naturally instruct by many factors- guts, inner voices, life experience-that blink factor, emotions and very rare we would use our brain to analyze and evaluate before we deciding to take any actions or decisions. But how many of us do that? That's why,as that results would be- so many things happens around us- wars,businesses going down the drain, marriage problems , relationship issues, friends become enemies. All this end up piling in their own category- good or evil. But the two are very much subjective, some can view good as evil, some view evil as good. It's all goes back the real intention.

I am not a rare exceptional on this matter. I've done many things, that turns to be good and evil. It has a balance of it owns. I'm guilty of not admitting my mistakes, making the same mistakes is like a rush to me. Drawn to my own SHITS, desperate and pathetic. Assuming my good deeds will be rewarded -karma- but turns out to be an evil plot that I disguise it with my 'good' deeds. I'm not trying to put myself down and be bitter about this, but it's a reminder for myself, is never too late to change and be a better person I am and I was. I was blinded and intoxicated by those fake and imaginative feelings of mine. Diluted by MY OWN dreams, fantasies fairy tales. I was pre-assuming that if I do it, if I hope & wished hard for it, I'll get what I want. You can never always get what you want, you have to accept that you can only gets what you need.

Somehow, all these has resulting me doing all the stupid and ignorant things, I'm very much aware of the bad & evil things that I've done. But my ego self only realize them , bit by bit(it's amazing how a total time with yourself will open your heart so wide that all has accessible within your reach.

As we're going through our daily life,it's quite a must for us to encounter those heartbreak moments, happiness & sadness, drama & tragedy -But always always forget the only thing that remains in us - love- is not wrong to admit you have love in you, is not wrong to love people around u, is definitely not wrong to be loved . But, the amount of our self understanding on love is differ and vary from each individual. As karma goes, if you love & u will get love too?! Or the other way around.

People around me and myself always warned me of Karma. Try not to make mistakes, try not to do bad things. You'll suffer when Karma comes and knocking on your door. But why should we be afraid of the things that you've done before,you have to accept it and moved on.

No matter what, we are naturally drawn to make mistakes, doing those evil and bad things to yourself or to people around you. It's matter of doing it out of spike , out of frustration, out of anger, out of depressions, out of guilt or any(some happens when you don't even realize it, until the chain of reactions appears in front of you)- and somehow u have the power to control the impact and effect. I've done it all, and I must confess- These has made me a better person, I admit my wrongs. I'll do something to fix it. Even now I'm making an effort to do it in person, I make a point to apologize sincerely and profusely. But I'm ready to accept any consequences, I try not to make the same mistakes again. I tell my heart that don't be afraid of making any more mistakes or being despair about them- There's always ways to fix things- For God creates problems,issues and drama for us human to find solutions that hide beneath them all.

Is no more a reason for me to be bitter and all caught up in that negativity eternally . I have the power to change ME. And I DO...I will and I can :)

I'm ready for Karma to happen to me anytime -sooner or later. But for the meantime, I don't want to be that bitter person I used to be. I don't want to be that person who hates herself so much that she actually destroying her life bit by bit. I'm going to stop wishing and praying evil/bad things to happen to those people who breaks my heart, people who plays with my emotion & feelings - I will wish them only the best life, pray them with all the blessings. If u do pray for my happiness and I'll do it twice more. I'm going to forgive myself & tell myself I've done my best and I can do it even more better.

I shall forgive the people who had hurt me before and I pray for their happiness from now on -

This including these People- Jacob Shaun- I forgive you, and I apologize on all the wrong doings that I've put upon you before. I've to confess, what I've done is the worst thing that a friend could do to. We have many fond memories together as a friend. I sincerely hope for the best for you & pray for your happiness and success. I'm not expecting you to forgive me immediately, is your choice. I respect that. But let me tell you how much u meant to me, you were there through my ups & downs, you truly cared & loved me as your friend before. I really appreciate that. I hope you realize that someday and moved on and pass this phase. I do hope someday, instead of the awkward silents, the obvious avoidance - replaced by a smile and simple 'hello'

To Gary Francis- Whatever happened before, when I assumed you're the total BITCH and the reasons behind of some of my life drama & tragedy- I know u meant well, you're looking after your friend. I truly appreciate that. Thank you and I'm sorry for what I've done to you. Friends cha?!

To Mohamad Farhan Darin, I'm sorry for making you the rebound case of mine, making you the victim of my pathetic and sad attempts. I'm sorry for what I've wrote about you, you're nothing like what I wrote, and you're a total opposite of all the things I wrote about you. You're an amazing friend and I see a bright and fantastic future ahead of you. I adore our friendship and I do not wish to lose any more friends in my life. You made me a better person, a happier person, a person who still believes in all the love in the world again.
Thank you for your kindness and thank you for being there when I needed you the most..

To Shamsul Bahrain
You're my 1st love, and you're the reason why I almost break out, I was torn you left me and I was suicidal. You gave me love, and you gave me pain. But I forgive you. I'm sorry for what ever I've done to you. I pray for your happiness in love, and life.


To Jimmy Aszikie
The love of my life, the promised we made before, the time that we spent, the love that you gave & the heart break & despairs that u bring- U've done your best and I'm forgiving you. It was never meant to be, and I pray for your happiness and much love for you and your family. I hope only the best for you. Thank you

To all my friends that I've done wrong too, please accept my sincere apologies.

I'm not scared of Karma, but I do scare of Allah.

Is never too late to be a good person, to be forgiving , to be kind , to be generous and to be sincere ...
xoxo

Alexander McQueen- RIP-

Photos above showing his fantastic creation-shoes & collections 2009-celebrities-Lady Gaga & Bjork(his loyal and earliest artist to use his design )

I'll probably the last blogger to post about this, but as a tribute to one of my fashion icon. This is to show my love to him. May he rest in peace

Another fashion gem tragically lost recently, one of my favorite few British Fashion designer and world renown. After the tragic murder of Gianni Versace , losing Alexander McQueen is equally or even more devastating. I was quite late knowing about his death, a few days after, his fashion house was told to be discreet about his death, but the internet media starts buzzing 24 hours after his death. He's truly an amazing designer, wacky, fantastic, artistic,avant-garde,unique and never trapped in trend. He creates his own look, McQueen lady is amazing and outstanding. I always imagine myself wearing all his creation and all his collections. My Oscar cameo will be wearing the one of a kind McQueen dress. I don't know him personally, but as a fashion enthusiast , I so too grief for this lost.

From Wikipedia
Lee Alexander McQueen, CBE (16 March 1969 – 11 February 2010) was an English fashion designer known for his unconventional designs and shock tactics.McQueen worked as the head designer at Givenchy for five years before founding the Alexander McQueen and McQ labels. McQueen's dramatic designs, worn by celebrities including Björk, Lady Gaga and Rihanna, met with critical acclaim and earned him the British Designer of the Year award four times.


Early life and education

Born on 16 March 1969 in Lewisham, London, to Scottish taxi driver Ronald and social science teacher Joyce, McQueen was the youngest of six children. He grew up in a council flat in a tower block in Stratford.He started making dresses for his three sisters at a young age and announced his intention to become a fashion designer.

McQueen attended Rokeby School and left aged 16 in 1985 with one O-level in art, going on to serve an apprenticeship with Savile Row tailors Anderson & Sheppard, before joining Gieves & Hawkes and, later, the theatrical costumiers Angels and Bermans. The skills he learnt as an apprentice on Savile Row helped earn him a reputation in the fashion world as an expert in creating an impeccably tailored look.

Career
Camilla Belle in a 2009 dress by Alexander McQueen, listed among "100 Best Dresses of the Decade" by InStyle Magazine.

While on Savile Row, McQueen's clients included Mikhail Gorbachev and Prince Charles; McQueen recounted in an interview that he once sewed 'I am a cunt' into the lining of a jacket he was working on for Prince Charles. At the age of 20, he spent a period of time working for Koji Tatsuno before travelling to Milan, Italy and working for Romeo Gigli.

McQueen returned to London in 1994 and applied to London's most prestigious fashion school, Central Saint Martins College of Art and Design, to work as a pattern cutter tutor. Because of the strength of his portfolio he was persuaded by the Head of the Masters course to enrol in the course as a student.He received his masters degree in fashion design and his graduation collection was bought in its entirety by influential fashion stylist Isabella Blow, who was said to have persuaded McQueen to become known as Alexander (his middle name) when he subsequently launched his fashion career.

Icelandic singer Björk sought McQueen's work for the cover of her album Homogenic in 1997. McQueen also directed the music video for her song Alarm Call off the album.

McQueen's early runway collections developed his reputation for controversy and shock tactics (earning the title "l'enfant terrible" and "the hooligan of English fashion"), with trousers aptly named "bumsters" and a collection entitled "Highland Rape".McQueen was known for his lavish, unconventional, runway shows, such as a recreation of a shipwreck for his spring 2003 collection, spring 2005's human chess game and his fall 2006 show, "Widows of Culloden", which featured a life-sized hologram of supermodel Kate Moss dressed in yards of rippling fabric.

McQueen's "bumsters" spawned a trend in low rise jeans; on their debut they attracted many comments and debate.[11] Michael Oliveira-Salac, the director of Blow PR and a friend of McQueen's said that "The bumster for me is what defined McQueen." McQueen also became known for using skulls in his designs. A scarf bearing the motif became a celebrity must have and was copied around the world.

McQueen has been credited with bringing drama and extravagance to the catwalk. He used new technology and innovation to add a different twist to his shows and often shocked and surprised audiences. The silhouettes that he created have been credited for adding a sense of fantasy and rebellion to fashion. McQueen became one of the first designers to use Indian models in London.
[edit] Givenchy appointment

The president of LVMH, Bernard Arnault, caused a stir when he appointed McQueen head designer at Givenchy in 1996, succeeding John Galliano. Upon arrival at Givenchy, McQueen insulted the founder by calling him "irrelevant". His first couture collection with Givenchy was unsuccessful, with even McQueen telling Vogue in October 1997 that the collection was "crap". McQueen toned down his designs at Givenchy, but continued to indulge his rebellious streak, causing controversy in Autumn 1998 with a show which included car-robots spraying paint over white cotton dresses and double amputee model Aimee Mullins striding down the catwalk on intricately carved wooden legs. McQueen stayed with Givenchy until March 2001, when the contract he said was "constraining his creativity" ended.

Accomplishments

Some of McQueen's accomplishments included being one of the youngest designers to achieve the title "British Designer of the Year", which he won four times between 1996 and 2003. He was also awarded the CBE and named International Designer of the Year at the Council of Fashion Designer Awards. December 2000 saw a new partnership for McQueen, with the Gucci Group acquiring 51% of his company and McQueen serving as Creative Director. Plans for expansion included the opening of stores in London, Milan and New York, and the launch of his perfumes Kingdom and, most recently, My Queen. In 2005 McQueen collaborated with Puma to create a special line of trainers for the shoe brand.

McQueen became the first designer to participate in MAC's promotion of cosmetic releases created by fashion designers. The collection, McQueen, was released on 11 October 2007 and reflected the looks used on the Autumn/Winter McQueen catwalk. The inspiration for the collection was the Elizabeth Taylor movie Cleopatra, and thus the models sported intense blue, green, and teal eyes with strong black liner extended Egyptian-style. McQueen handpicked the makeup.


Company

By the end of 2007, Alexander McQueen had boutiques in London, New York, Los Angeles, Milan and Las Vegas. Celebrity patrons, including Nicole Kidman, Penélope Cruz, Sarah Jessica Parker and Rihanna, have frequently been spotted wearing Alexander McQueen clothing to events.Lady Gaga has often incorporated Alexander McQueen pieces in her music videos.


Personal life

McQueen was gay, and claimed he realised his sexual orientation when he was six. He told his family when he was 18 and, after a rocky period, his family accepted his sexuality. He described coming out at a young age by saying, "I was sure of myself and my sexuality and I've got nothing to hide. I went straight from my mother's womb onto the gay parade". In the summer of 2000, McQueen unofficially married his partner George Forsyth, a documentary filmmaker, on a yacht in Ibiza. The relationship ended a year later and McQueen and Forsyth formed a close friendship.

McQueen received press attention after the May 2007 suicide of Isabella Blow. Rumours were published that there was a rift between McQueen and Blow at the time of her death, focusing on McQueen's under-appreciation of Blow. In response to these rumours, McQueen told an interviewer:

“ It's so much bollocks. These people just don't know what they're talking about. They don't know me. They don't know my relationship with Isabella. It's complete bullshit. People can talk; you can ask her sisters ... That part of the industry, they should stay away from my life, or mine and Isabella's life. What I had with Isabella was completely dissociated from fashion, beyond fashion. ”

McQueen was an accomplished scuba diver and used his passion as a source of inspiration in his designs. An undersea influence was seen in his October 2009 fashion show, Plato's Atlantis". Much of his diving was done around the Maldives.


Death

Wikinews has related news: British fashion designer Alexander McQueen found dead at age 40

McQueen's death was announced on the afternoon of 11 February 2010. He was found dead that morning in his wardrobe by his housekeeper at his home on Green Street, London W1. Paramedics were called and they pronounced him dead at the scene.

McQueen died days before London Fashion Week, though he was not scheduled to show, and nine days after the death of his mother. McQueen left a note, the contents of which have not been revealed. The Metropolitan Police stated that the death was not suspicious, but did not confirm that the death was a suicide. On 17 February 2010, Westminster Coroner's Court was told that a post-mortem examination found that McQueen's death was due to asphyxiation and hanging. The inquest has been adjourned until 28 April 2010.

“ On behalf of Lee McQueen's family, Alexander McQueen today announces the tragic news that Lee McQueen, the founder and designer of the Alexander McQueen brand has been found dead at his home. At this stage it is inappropriate to comment on this tragic news beyond saying that we are devastated and are sharing a sense of shock and grief with Lee's family.

Lee's family has asked for privacy in order to come to terms with this terrible news and we hope the media will respect this.
”

—Alexander McQueen Office, Official Website, 11 February 2010[34]

On 3 February 2010, he wrote on his Twitter page that his mother had died the day before, adding: "RIP mumxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx." Four days later he wrote that he had had an "awful week" but said "friends have been great", adding: "now i have to some how pull myself together".[35] His mother's funeral took place on 12 February 2010.[36]

McQueen is survived by his father, three sisters, and two brothers.

On 18 February 2010, Robert Polet, the president and chief executive of the Gucci Group announced that the Alexander McQueen business would carry on without its founder and creative director. He also added that a McQueen collection would be presented during Paris Fashion Week.

Rest In Peace..Ameennn

xoxo

Do U Know?

Do u know ? Sometimes I have demons in me but there's always angels around me to keep me love, safe and sane. I'm blessed always , knowing I'll always have love with me and in me.

Do u know? I am not perfect, I'm only human- I'm allowed to make mistakes, but never to repeat them again, but when and how is not me to foresee.If I do make the mistakes again, tell me not to be afraid of making it, try and resolve them and moved on. Please forgive my ignorance, please be patient and please don't give up on me yet. I'll try not to let u down.

Do u know? Every single I day I am striving to be the best in everything, but I'll be facing challenges, obstacles along the way. I may feel falter ,I may feel weak at times, I may wanna give up on everything .I may wanna die, I may wanna lose all hopes in life. Please don't try to pull me down more further, lift me up with your love, give me hopes & joy . Whispers your prayers to my ears so I can feel your divine power to lift up my weak spirits

Do u know? There are days when I feel Ugly and pathetic, when those days comes, I want you to help me see the beauty in me, let me know I am always beautiful , I am worth it, I'm wonderful, I'm priceless..I am a Queen.

Do u know, when I'm missing someone , tell me that is not worth my time to miss someone who doesn't miss me anymore. it doesn't worth my life , to continue loving someone who never or ever love me. Love myself more ..

Do U know...?

Jadi Milikmu

Jadi Milikmu(CRAZY) - Anggun


Setiap kali bermimpi
Aku menunggu datangnya kamu
Setiap kali ku tahu
Kau buat hatiku tersipu
*courtesy of LirikLaguIndonesia.net
Walau cuma sekejap
Gelisah hilang, dan mungkin lenyap
Setiap kali terjadi
engkau membuatku terpana

* Yang aku mau hanya dirimu
(yang aku mau)
Kau seorang
Yang aku mau jadi milikmu
(ku jadi milikmu)

reff:
You know that it’s true
Ain’t no body as I am crazy for you
It’s all about you
Everybody knows that I’m crazy for you

You know that it’s true
Promised you the world that I go crazy for you
It’s all about you
Everything you do makes me crazy for you

Tak lagi ku mencari
Yang aku rindu ada di sini
Tak lagi aku sendiri
Wajahmu terlukis di hati

Engkau matahariku
Bersinar pagi, sinar malamku
Hati yang dulu biru
Kini tertawa karenamu



You know that it’s true
It’s all about you
You make me going crazy
(you make me going crazy)

Know that it’s true
It’s all about you
You make me going crazy
(you make me going crazy)






xoxo

Wow..I Do Have readers

Hey Uolz..Glad to know I have readers out there:P BTW, if u still reading this- Jacob Shaun -Please return my DVDs soon- Especially my Brothers & Sisters Season 1,2,3- I want to have that emo mode soon..:P

Again, my blog has been misread by some, and I seek for forgiveness for the those who has been hurt by my blog my writing. Please bare in mind, this is a personal intimate expressive platform for me. By the way, there's no rules and regulation of writing a blog. I don't need to provide a crash course of writing a blog here.
This is how it feels like to be hated :P, I honestly don't like it. I want to be loved , to be accepted, to be cared . But Screw them if they can't do so!
XOXO

I MUST LOSE WEIGHT-30KG/60lbs

Hey there dear readers, maybe some of u have read this post of mine a few times. But it shows how I'm not really a discipline person, but I don't care. As I said, this is my blog and I can write anything I like- screw u bitches! Sorry, I was kidding :P
Anyway 2010 is a good year (I gotta feeling !) for me to start my gym regime, the new state of the art and one of the best gym in town recently opened in Kuching. Level Up promise the best gym experience, it's all under one roof- the pay- worth it- as you can join any classes you like, with all high end gym equipments. I'm so excited to join, my target end of February. I've tried dieting, over the counter diet pills(which is really bad for me- I had vowel issues, feeling dehydrated, I had smelly breath, sweating with no reasons, I experienced nausea, mood swings and even feeling excited with no good reasons. I even lose my sexual appetite . Damn that was tough
My current is 98kg to 102kg (between those range,on a good day I can weight down to 92kg) I feel bloated always, I don't eat in a big amount, but I eat quite regularly. I have a bad habit of avoiding breakfast and end up pigging for lunch and dinner. I drink too much nescafe and sugar drinks(rarely carbonated) I have vice on chocolate, cookies and cakes. Every now and then I would like hide in my room and eat cookies. I used to tell myself , love my body and accept it. Self confident well somehow attractive to all. NOT! I look at my current pictures

Exhibit A & Exhibit B-as shown above



look at that face! Yes I AM FAT

I must lose 30KG

I'll update on my strategies to lose my weight- target date December 2010
I don't need luck, I need hard work & self discipline and determination.