Sunday, November 22, 2009

Another Suitcase In Another Hall

Yes, another turns of event in my life. No matter how much I want to keep it, when the times finally comes I had to let it go. Heart breaking and painful experience , I should have known better but I rather face it then not knowing what where and why? 11 months I've compromised, I've tolerate, I've sacrificed, I've closed the door to the chances and things that matter the most. What do I get in return? absolutely nothing? I've decided to let this go again, and put away all the memories. If 1 day I look back, I can smile at those times when I was with him, and having less regrets. It was then a good time and bad time, bitter sweet memories..I'm glad I went through it, I have no hates for him, I shall forget himDSC04019.jpg image by NanamiRyu...but
What he done to me I cant never forgive ..only time will tell...meanwhile, it's time to leave this place and move on to the next ...
another suitcase in another hall


xoxo

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Madonna Celebration!

29/09/2009 is the ultimate date for die hard fans of Madonna like myself. The Madgesty or lately adopting a new nickname - M(pronounced ' Emmm' ) will be releasing her super premium greatest hits (the last with Warner Music) Greatest Hits that includes 34 her best songs ever that make musical history! 2 extra bonus song - Celebration the titled single which was released in august and the MV was uploaded in the net on 1st September(Itunes US was generous enough to give free downloads for this fantastic video for 2 days) I love everything and anything about Madonna, Celebration is yet another Madonna classic to be, to your face dance track that sounds ohh-s0 sexyy yummy on the dance floor.

Facts about Madonna Celebration -through sources of www.madonnalicious.com (non official website)

Warner Bros. Records has confirmed the final track listing for Madonna’s upcoming 'Celebration' CD - The 'Ultimate' Compilation - and 'Celebration the Video Collection DVD' - both scheduled to be released on September 28/29th. The songs which were selected by Madonna and her fans have all been exquisitely remastered. 'Celebration' will be available as a two-CD set as well as a single CD.
The 'Celebration Video Collection DVD' will include unedited and never before seen footage of 'Justify My Love' along with 27 Madonna videos to be released on a DVD compilation for 'the very first time' including 'Into The Groove' and 'Give It 2 Me' as well as the just completed video of Madonna’s new single 'Celebration.'
Madonna clearly continues to rule the dance floor with her latest single. Her 'Celebration' Remix EP is #1 on iTunes Dance Album chart as well as #1 on the Masterbeat overall chart. The song is #5 on Billboard’s Club Singles Chart and the Greatest Gainer for the second week in a row. If 'Celebration' reaches #1 on Billboard’s Club Single Chart, it would be Madonna’s 40th! #1 Club single - the most of any artist in the history of the Billboard Club Singles Chart.
On the international front so far, the 'Celebration' single is already #1 in Italy and Holland, #2 in Japan and is Top 5 airplay in every other major market.
Another newly recorded song, 'Revolver' featuring Lil Wayne is also included on the 'Celebration' CD. Artwork for the packaging of the CD and DVD was designed by renowned street pop artist 'Mr. Brainwash.'
Currently on tour in Europe with her sold out 'Sticky & Sweet' Tour, the multi-Grammy winning Rock and Roll Hall of Famer with the highest grossing tour in history for a Female Artist, is scheduled to end her tour with her final show in Israel on September 2nd.

Madonna Celebration CD Track Listing:
CD 1:

01) Hung Up
02) Music
03) Vogue
04) 4 Minutes
05) Holiday
06) Everybody
07) Like A Virgin
08) Into The Groove
09) Like A Prayer
10) Ray Of Light
11) Sorry
12) Express Yourself
13) Open Your Heart
14) Borderline
15) Secret
16) Erotica
17) Justify My Love
18) Revolver

CD 2:
01) Dress You Up
02) Material Girl
03) La Isla Bonita
04) Papa Don't Preach
05) Lucky Star
06) Burning Up
07) Crazy For You
08) Who's That Girl
09) Frozen
10) Miles Away
11) Take A Bow
12) Live To Tell
13) Beautiful Stranger
14) Hollywood
15) Die Another Day
16) Don’t Tell Me
17) Cherish
18) Celebration

Madonna Celebration DVD Track Listing:
1) Burning Up
2) Lucky Star
3) Borderline
4) Like A Virgin
5) Material Girl
6) Crazy For You
7) Into The Groove
8) Live To Tell
9) Papa Don’t Preach
10) True Blue
11) Open Your Heart
12) La Isla Bonita
13) Who’s That Girl
14) Like A Prayer
15) Express Yourself
16) Cherish
17) Vogue
18) Justify My Love
19) Erotica
20) Deeper and Deeper
21) Rain
22) I’ll Remember
23) Secret
24) Take A Bow
25) Bedtime Story
26) Human Nature
27) I Want You
28) You’ll See
29) Frozen
30) Ray Of Light
31) The Power Of Good-Bye
32) Beautiful Stranger
33) American Pie
34) Music
35) Don’t Tell Me
36) What It Feels Like For A Girl
37) Die Another Day
38) Hollywood
39) Love Profusion
40) Hung Up
41) Sorry
42) Get Together
43) Jump
44) 4 Minutes
45) Give It 2 Me
46) Miles Away
47) Celebration







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Smashing !


xoxo



Thursday, August 20, 2009

The Journey - Kembara TV3 and JOM Heboh 2009!


Activities in month of July , was absolutely packed!!!
From the 20th of July till 25th of July, I worked for basically 14 hours a day. I was having flu and slight fever(Thank God is not H1N1) But I must say, it's an amazing journey of my life. Discovering love and friendships and new experience in life.

From 20th July till 22nd July
I had to conduct extensive training for sales promoters for the 3 major events happens the same weekend! It's absolutely ridiculous for the local councils to approve and demanded that these events to happens almost simultaneously, and my company (telecomunication Maxis) is the major sponsors for all these 3 events, means that with limited work force , all of us in the region has to multi task. I had very less rest, lunch was a quickie, sleeps only for 3-4 hours. I was every much restless but I'm having good time, the companion of the people I worked with just make it up to these crazy and hectic time. I'm lucky to work under an amazing boss, who appreciates and recognize our hard work well. Aside, I consider my training was succesful as I have created a new bench mark in our promoters , all of them have been groomed to perfection, this is something I know much and I know I wont settle for anything less than that.

23rd July - Kembara TV3 day 1- Serian
I never really fancy the life in a celebrity lane , main because I am not one to start with . The local celebrities are not fanciful bunch of boobs( I said these with much love) The Kembara TV3 is a reality TV show that visits rural areas with the significant convoys of big red buses(a corporate Maxis color) , the marketing hype to introduce this local and most succesful private TV station . Media Prima joint ventured with Maxis/Hotlink, together they bring everyone from rural area closer to them. Media Prima celebrities caught me by surprised, this amazing talented artistes and TV personalities are well poise and fun to be hang out with, no aura of -DIVA-nabe exist in any of them. I must say, I feel like one of them. We reached Serian town( 45 minutes driving from Kuching) It was thursday afternoon, the turn out was a bit disappointing but we make sure it's fun for everyone, the best part was the event was delayed due to heavy rain for 2 hours. Me and my collegue sneaked out to grab ourselves a late lunch at infamous seafood restaurant in Tebekang that serves GIANT fresh water prawns(it was huge and deliciously cooked in a sweet n soure creamy gravy..yummmm-Ooooo!)
The event continues and end with poco-poco(line dancing) it was fun indeed, to see the familiar faces and the unfamiliar faces gather around and enjoy ourselves to the max.

24th July - Kembara TV3 Continues- Sri Aman

I'm 31 and I'm not ashamed to admit , being a local Sarawakian. I never been to Sri Aman. It was a road trip opportunity for me:! This time the journey was quite tiring and it was a long long journey (3 hours to be exact!) It was all worth the trip when the we see exciting massive crowds gather at the open stadium arena. This time, my boss wants me to show my talent as an emcee and presenter. I managed to pull the crowd and we were so lucky to have this talented local pop/rock group SOFAZ to grace our stage and perform their hits!
It was really fun to see this local faces enjoying themself despite the afternoon heat.


25th July - Jom Heboh , Kuching
I woke up at 6am , mind you I reached home last nite at 11.30pm and went out to meet my friends and came home and sleep at about 2am. I was at the venue Stadium Negeri Kuching public carpark(where the event will be held) , we were doing the last dry run at our gigantic HOTLINK tent(consist of several booth, a lounge area, air conditioned room and mini stage) my job today will be co-hosting HOTLINK concerts from 10 am till 10 pm. I was so excited to finally meet Kish (a talented TV presenter and actor from KL) we did this before in Miri a year ago, we had an amazing chemistry on stage , it was all drama and fun!
Yes I am an emcee too ...ahaks my close friend Jacob came in the afternoon to give me his support and stayed till finished, so glad that he was there to assist me, he was like my manager and my bodyguard.. The Jom Heboh crowd was crazier than we ever expected, it was big turn up for the first day and continously till the event end at 10pm. Funny part was, I never considered myself as a famous celebrity, but I was that day, strangers approached me and even take pictures with me... to the point Jacob had to request for a way for me to move as I swamp by crowds. CRAZY TIME!

26th July - Jom Heboh

Finale, the crowds are even bigger this time, it was sunday, stage activities was packed with exciting events, it was more challenging as we have big celebrities performing on stage. The dry and hot sunday afternoon was never dampened, crowds gather more and more. It's fun and also physically challenging for me to jump, to scream to dance and to act out like I'm having so much fun or like I just had a superficial drugs to get me hyper. Jacob accompanied by Wilfred this time making a duo team to be my own entourage. In return, I bring them exclusively for a backstage passes for the night major concert marking the finale of the event.
My family came and gave me their supports and stayed till the concert. It was too good to be true, no words can express my experience tonight

xoxo

On Pillow Talk and musing with true angels

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Usually, pillow talk are meant to be ..Urkk... in the bedroom at night.
Remember those night, loads of junk foods, bad movies on TV and you gather with your girl friends talks your hearts out- anything from beauty, love, relationships and of course the latest gossips. But, this time with a lil' twist and creativity splashing here and there .
I now unconventionally(conventional are for bunch of pussies!) slot in pillow talk in every session of my current Creative Sales Training. The last time I had the chance to do such massive sales training for an event was in 2007 for Maxis Hotlink Jom Heboh Miri , Sarawak. It was indeed a fun and fulfilling one week sales boot camp.

This time I don't have the same luxury in terms of time: Only 3 days, with 2 different sessions to be conducted, and each sessions last about 6 hours and to put icing on top of the layered cake(mind the local pun) each sessions are attended by two very unique and much different groups. The training was especially designed for Hotlink promoters, my boss has given me the freedom to conduct these sessions and to take up this sales course ,of course I'm most glad to accept this offer by him.

The sales training starts with basic training style- ice breaking, product exposure and creative sales guide for promoters.

The 3 days training was attended by about 40 pax, consisting of young boys and girls who either eager to be a Hotlink promoters or just here to get free events access. These group of 'younger generation" has somehow blend in with me so easily.

The session that they awaits the most would be the "Pillow Talk"
Here we would share our intimate feelings on the current events and training that they have attended, their fears and concerns or anything that they want to share. We would work around with all these and create solutions and seek opportunities and rooms to fill up the obvious gap, improving for the better.

Most trainer will never want to show their flaws and for me, it's full of bulshits! A trainer is a human being that far from perfect, I myself admit to my audience that . We are only here to educate and improve our self, mistakes are meant to be made, and is not an excuse to not work hard or change for the better....I showed them how to admit mistakes and resolve issues and make decisions firmly, i showed them how to be more human and emphasize on the basic rules of emotional intelligence- empathy and human touch

The pillow talk even makes me realize that each individual are more powerful as a self even more dynamic if it's in a group. Working as a team needs strong (emotionally and physically) individuals to build a firm foundation of a successful team.

It was indeed an amazing 3 days of my training career here in the region
The beautiful faces of these 'angels' just warm my heart, they are crazy and fun, they've work hard and play hard...thank you guys
this blog is dedicated to all my Hotlink Promoters (Jom Heboh 2009, Kuching, AF Reunion Concert and Kembara TV3)or my Fabulous Hotlink Crewz

much love!

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Hey There Beautiful

Hey Beautiful !

I've been so busy the past few months and blogging is no longer my leisure luxury. Ramadhan Al Mubaraq is coming up in a few days, work load will be less and I promise to update all my pending entries(End of June, July and August)



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Happy Fasting everyone and much love!

Neyna
xoxo

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Why? What? How?

Why do I always make wrong choices and impacted myself negatively in the long run? Why do I need to feel heart break when I can choose a different path that ensure some happiness for myself? Why do I am born as I am now, to easily fall for something that is wrong that feels so right? Why do I constantly blinded by superficiality of my surroundings? Why I keep on destroying my trust in love and all the possibilities? Why do I keep myself away from something that will change my life? Why am i built with a tender and fragile heart? Why can I admit that I cannot have it all? Why I keep on crying inside when I can cry myself out? Why I don't listen to people around me? Why I need to stay this way when I can choose not to?

What have I done to myself? What are the price that I have to pay to be this way? What is life without heart break and happiness? What is love? What is LUST? What is friendship? What is relationship? What is happiness? What is sadness? What is life without experience? What?

How can I do to make myself better? How do I change my own life ? How to make the right choices? How to have inner peace? How to make people see I can change? How to make someone see I'm the one for him? How can I make him love me....when he knows I love him more than anything?
How to move on from a broken heart? How to face a life after a tragedy? How to heal a broken heart? How to save a friendship/relationship? How to face reality that sometimes ruthless and bitter? How to be a better person?

xoxox

Sunday, May 24, 2009

It's so HOT

Weather for Kuching, Sarawak
- 31°C (May, 24 , 2009)

Current: Mostly Cloudy
Wind: N at 6 km/h
Humidity: 70%
Sun
Chance of Storm
33°C | 23°C
Mon
Chance of Storm
35°C | 24°C
Tue
Chance of Storm
30°C | 24°C
Wed
Chance of Rain
34°C | 24°C












Gosh...the past 2 months or so, Kuching seems to be hit by a heatwave. With daily suns, and hot humid weather of up 34' Celsius daily. U cant help but hoping for rain, the last two days, the rain finally pouring down (me and Jac was heading somewhere to the town for a quick bite, when it starts to rain) , my weekend at least are a bit cooler than usual. I'm making use of this rare cold(after the rain) for a good good night rest.

Look out local Kuching people, the forecast seems to show this 'summer' will be lasting a little bit longer than usual, comparing to the last few years. Global warming alert? maybe. It shows, even at places where green lush forest is still well preserved, we are still unable to escape for from global warming, please rethink of what ever you do around you to help cure our mother nature. Scientiest claimed that, earth has an increased of temperature for the last century. Extreme summer is almost every where.

Meanwhile, what can we do to make sure you wont be impacted by this hot-ness

*drinks loads of liquids(plain water, fruit juices and avoid carbonated drinks) to avoid extreme dehydration
* avoid going out under a direct sun(between 1pm to 4pm, where the sun at the vertical equator and the heat is more direct )
* for those who has no choice but to be outside(like myself) put on sunblock SPF 50 and above. Direct sun can damaged your skin and contribute to chances of getting skin cancer
* eat more vegetables and fruits as the vitamin C will help to replenished dehydrated skin
* for those in a control climate(office or home with air conditioned) try to drinks loads of water too, artificial cooling can also damaged skin and increase dehydrations.
* for a good night sleep, open your windows(only if you're staying at areas which is safe and secure) natural coolness in the evening well help to improve your sleeps( sleeps will help body to heal faster and generate better immune system)

more tips for hot summer

What steps can be taken to cool the body during heat exhaustion?

  • Drink cool, nonalcoholic beverages.
  • Rest.
  • Take a cool shower, bath, or sponge bath.
  • Seek an air-conditioned environment.
  • Wear lightweight clothing.

so guys and girls, be safe and stay healthy everyone
xoxo


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